Stressful periods!!!

I think I make a rush decision in dating my boyfriend. I start to wonder if we are progressing too fast. Perhaps we need to think thoroughly. I don’t know about him but I definitely needed that.

A woman’s intuition never fails. I feel insecure in this relationship and in return I don’t feel the need to put in effort to understand or even make this relationship better. My perspective is just continued and sees where it leads. But inner most, I’m prepared for the break-up. I don’t know how to express but I’m aware that this relationship won’t last.

Now my priority is not this relationship but rather my case. I hate the uncertainty and the continuous guessing of the outcome for my case. I pray for the best but at the same time I must prepare for the worst. Contradicting isn’t it?

This case weighs heavily in me and as long as it remains unresolved I won’t have any mood for relationship. This case is really eating up on me. Nevertheless I will not let my personal problem affects my work and children. Easier says than done but I will work towards it with my very best....