Out of the blue

Aaron saturday(04/10/08) suddenly came home around 8+pm. Initially when the girls told me, I still thought they saw their Daddy below.
I was taking shower, so I'm unsure. Beside I knew he does come and collects his letters, cos when I opened the letterbox, his letters always gone.
So I thought they saw their Daddy'd car from our kitchen windows. But they kept shouting Daddy is home. It's started to arouse my suspicious, I started to think maybe he's really home.
Nevertheless, I took my shower as normal, and checked once I'm ready.
To my horror, he's really at home, and sitting on the sofa. Immediately scary thoughts ran through me, I started to panick.
I was wondering why is he here, is he here to pick an argument with me, or is the parents coming soon want to bring the girls out suddenly again. Too many negative thoughts flashed across. I decided it's best to be prepared. So I kept my phone with me, just in case.
Naomi was worried too. All started playing in my room, especially Naomi. She told me she's scared, cos Daddy is here, and she doesn't wants to play near him.
I pretended that everything will be under control, cos Mummy is around, and slowly guided her to the living room to play.
Gradually, she settled down. Thank goodness, he also went into the other room. I did not know what he's doing. I continued our routine, and settled them to bed.
I chatted with my mum, but I knew he was taking shower, and making himself instant noodle.
By the time I hung up with my mum around 12.30am, I heard door closed.
I went outside, took a look, and confirmed he has left.
I'm relieved he left, but deep down I guessed he might be trying to communicate to me, but hesitated. Perhaps lack of courage, perhaps pride. Whatever it is, I'm glad we did not talk, and he left.