Ability???

Initially was vexed for yesterday, till I watch "Life Transformer", a variety show from channel 8. It was the 1st episode, talking about an ex-convict trying to feed his family. I wasn't really touched by the way the man relates his story, but by the help the volunteers render.
Somehow the man seems expressionless. Personally, he'e like telling tales, I can't really sense or see his financial dire or his eagerness to improve his family life. Nevertheless, after watching I still feel there's people worse off than me. At least, my mum provides me with an education and I'm not handicapped.
My mindset becomes positive, and life backs to normal. Everything was fine, till this morning when I signed Naomi's communication book, and saw a letter which said they will increase school fee with effective Jan 09. I was shocked, cos they just increase from $550 to $580, and now to $630.
Does that mean they are going to increase yearly? This is burdening on me. Look like my planning isn't as schedule. I might have to really move Naomi and Natasha to nursery, if I wants to hire a maid.
I don't wish to stress myself with all these costs. I'm trying to keep myself on track, and focus on my children needs. They are my pillar and strength.
And for their sake, I've to keep myself mentally and physically strong. Maybe exercising will help, just like good old days...