Is it stupid???????

I'm a little regret of the decision I've made, especially for the x'mas day. I wanted to tell Cora to fetch the girls home herself, as I will be home late.

I called, but it's Aaron's mother answered. So I conveyed the message to her instead. Before hanging up, she said there will be a x'mas celebration at Aaron's granny place (Yishun), and asked if I want to go. I refused, but I allowed the girls to go. Next, she asked if I want to go to Auntie Jenny's place on 31/12/08. Still, I refused but I let the girls go.

After we hung up, I'm regretting my decision, cos it would mean that I'm alone at home for both days, abit pathetic. At least, for x'mas still not so bad, cos they go in the evening. So at most, I'm home for few hours, and I can even tidy my place, but 31/12/08 I hate to be home alone.

The more i think of it, the more I regret, and I decided to give them 1 days will do, and that will be x'mas. 31/12/08 I want the girls to spend time with me. How can both great occassion but I never spend any time with them......................