Saturday, December 13, 2008

Ignore each others :(

Today all went for their concert, my parents, brother, Aaron and his parents. Situation seems hostile.

They ignored my parents' presence, and vice versa. Likewise when I saw Aaron, I pretended we are total stranger.

We did not exchange a single word, nor eye contact. Seems like I'm attending my daughters performance, and same for him.

We are 2 different entities, who do not know each other. My feeling was neutral when I saw him. Neither anger, nor upset, it's just normal, like outsider, very neutral feeling.

Indeed time is everything, it's seems like our relationship has become very un-mendable. The feeling just subside gradually. I just wish to close this chapter of my life, and move on. I've no intention of re-writing or carry on writing it. It's very tiring. I presumed same goes to him.

Perhaps the anger will rise in future, but for now, as long as they don't harass us, I'm gladful. Aaron is a mistake I've chosen, and I've learned not to carry on with this mistake.

I hope they can accept my decision eventually...............

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