Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Wonder what Aaron up to???

Last night, Aaron returned home suddenly. Can he for once don't appear out of the blue? Thankfully, I was in my room removing make-up, at least that gave me time to digest the news.

Coincidentally, in the evening while I was walking home, I was thinking about divorce. About why it took Legal Aid so long to deliver a documents. Aaron did flash across my mind, but in a negative way. I felt sudden surge of disgust in him, and how I desperately wanted to regain from this loveless marriage.

But I'm not going to let him destroy my mood. When I reached home, and sees my girls, mood changed and everything as usual, till he returned.

I tried to go on as normal, but his pressence made me boiled with anger. I distracted my bitterness towards him, by focusing on my girls, and watched video online. I avoided all form of contacts with him.

He just sat on the sofa doing nothing, not even communicating with the girls. They all left him pretty much alone too. Later he went inside the study rooms, and sat down on the sofa again. He left shortly after I went inside the room with the girls.

For so long he never returned, it's meaningless that he just appeared suudenly. What is his significane of returning - to show he "cares". That is hypocrisy to me, and why not he continues to hide behind his parents shelter, just like a hermit crab. Don't bother coming back. I don't welcome him at all if I get the chance, I will chase him out once and for all...............

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